"A feeling I hate the most is when people put out the fire that is my happiness. My blood dancing around my body comes to a quick halt.
My eyes feel dark as the excitement in them turns into a dull glow. The beat in my heart returns to a normal pace. I am back at ground level instead of over the moon and I’m right back to thinking
everything does not have a certain sparkle to it,
people don’t actually get what they wish for,
promises are just lies dressed up in stories,
and everything is never what it seems to be."